Sick~

i'm sick for the pass two days and still on today. fever.. cough... flu... plus sore throat. suffering.
Hope that i can get well before night of 31st december. i wish to go for count down with my gf. so.... hope that god will take care of me.

Cry in a boring day...

it is saturday... and i m crying at the moment...
feelings of saddam seems to fill the whole room of mine while tears came dripping down my cheek.

i;m not sure this is a quarrel or wat... but i think i did something wrong today.. words being expressed put seems to acuse her of her wrong doings. i didnt mean to do so.. just want her to know more bout how i feel of being rejected or being ignore..

Sibu.... water here and there!

it is a sunny day for everyone. a brand new start.
the sky is so clear...
"it won't be raining today, so... i think i would better go for a hair cut." But tragically,......................

Sibu is........ Flooded. Haiz... people here and there, cars stuck here and there. another unhappy day, flood flood flood.
Today is 13th december. A day when my wife, Wei nie was born 19 years ago. It is her birthday. Tried my best to go to her house, but there is not a single chance for me. all the road to town is covered with water. not one feet high, but two as well.

Jalan bukit assek. (From farley to airport road)


Jalan Alan.


i just hope that the flood will go quickly. cause i wanna go out and PAKTO!!!!!!

hahahahahahah..... God Bless.

My GF!!!! wUhoOoO!!!!

Everybody!!!!! I'm now quiting single life!!! having a new girl friend. just started soon ago.
wanna know who she is???

wait wait.
let me upload it.


photo taken using macbook Pro.


hope that our relationship will have the blessings of others. and in Gods hand.

HOoR@Y!!!!

Yo everybody!!!!! ALbert's in the house!!!! ya. Tats correct! I'm back once more in Sibu le!! and this time.. its gonna be two months plus plus! nothing much to say actually. just stopping by to upload posts. hiak hiak...
missing someone very much now.. but need to wait til night falls then i can meet her... and furthermore... my head is out of idea of places tog o now. haiz... i think my thoughts of romance is getting weaker and weaker. no ideas le.... dead. haha..

i just came back from damai this early morning. and tooka lot of pistures. upload it in the future. sorry bout that. half naked picture as well. so- those under 18, please excues ur self! haha .. just kidding. ok la. wanna go and take a nap. long time didnt sleep at my own bed le. :P bye... thx for viewing. And.... Lao Puo, Wo hen xiang ni!!!!!

Puff~~~ Finish!!

hiak hiak.... starting with a new post.. just wanna say.. bye bye to semester two!!! transforming into memories of mine from now onwards.

it is the last assignment for me. which is the presentation board and structure calculation. passing up tommorrow, i would be as free as a bird... flying in the sky... anywhere... anytime... and anyhow....

A HaPpy EnDing And A HapPy Start!

Puff... it has been long since the last time i log in to bloggers.com. life seems to go so so fast. just a clip of an eye... one year and two semester is gone. memories have been left behind. :P

As u can c, the last time i log in is 3rd Nov. so... many things happen. first of all is my final presentation which ends today. i didnt manage to get the photo of me myself in formal... so... maybe later in the future i will upload it.

My modal is entitled REPETITION> the act of doing something again and agian... but not boring and dull! thats the point which i stressed out this morning. Luckily My lecturer, Alan told me that my presentation is very good. but bad news.... haiz... Sheounz critic my presentation board. so... ihave to re-do it! Giving me no mood of playing for the whole day. not a minute of happiness shown from the look of my face. haha...

Axonometric view






Life seems different as i said earlier... my 18th birthday doesnt seems good. cause i cant celebrate it with my friends in sibu and m family as well. so kinda sad when i'm 18. But... i think i receive the best present of all! which is a girl accompany me for the whole day. thanks to her. Wie Nie. she accompany me for the whole day. i mean from the first second of my 18th birthday till the last minute! i really appreciate it.

and maybe u didnt notice. i fall in love to her!

WOW!!! Shock right??? better don! haha.... at the time being, everything is going smooth and well. The power of love is just too strong till u will act kid. so... i;m quite guai guai this few days because of her.

i really hope tat we will be with each other till the end no matter what happen.

Final Final Final....

Final is just around the corner. cant really imagine the pressure tat i will be facing throughout this month. furthermore... i need to celebrate my 18th birthday in Kuching..... Miss my old buddies... i wish i can celebrate with them in cbu!!!!! T.T.... maybe this will be happening for the next three or four years le.. as the semester only end when december begins. haiz.. no choice le...
feel like crying..... T.T hahahahaha....

~J.u.s.. A.n.o.t.h.e.r..B.o.r.i.n.g..D.a.y~

haiz... what to say... hmmm.... everything is going just fine... didnt have the time to write much. as my lecture for this afternoon wil be starting. haiz..
but something strange did happen to me, i can only say that it strikes me after i went back from church last night. feeling very tired.. T.T... cant manage to finish my drawing. only half way at that time. call my mum.. she is busy... my bro as well. so... haha... went to meet "Zhou Gong"=sleep!
there is a question to ask the christians here.... sorry. curious about it. is it true tat after we are baptise, our name will straight away be in the book of life??

Up & Dwn.:p

hehe.. hi everyone. i mean u. it's glad to knew tat apple mac book pro is already in the market. and the really amazing thing is...... i will be buying one next week!!!! wuahaha... though sick, but happy at the same time. :P just paid the deposit last night at tun jugah. haha.... so.... it will be a long week to wait before the dream really comes true.

sick~

haiz... fell sick... damn weak.... cant manage to do my assignment. not even one... hope to recover asap.
haha

Jumping here and there

erm... i shall start this particular post beginning from the day i went back till now.
erm.. i dye my hair. purple red in color. th color of it doest really show much much when it is under the sun, wow... a handsome and stylish boy appears from no where.

hehe... it is a safe journey back and i enjoy it. Boeing 737(not sure la). i m the only one siting in a row. Cool right? no one else! i will show u the photo later. there are some pictures which i took almost everyday when i go out in Cbu. hehe. wearing different stylish shirt. taking pictures everywhere.

i'm quite stress after coming back to kuching. why? cause my mid term semester break is over and i had to continue my journey on. towards now. only one word can describe it, frustration. haiz... for example, six modal to be done in a few days. the modal is as small as 10x10cm. my hand nearly putus when cutting it. and yet.. cant sleep till really wanted to pengsan. haha. there are something which i would like to complaint about.. can stand it anymore. haha. First thing first, the network connection in our school(LIMKOKWING) today is damn poor!!! i cant even log in to my blog. haiz... i just wish i can quickly get the approval from TM for my streamyx. but now i'm feeling great.

something good is going to happen. and i guess u just couldn't guess it right! My Mac will be out soon! it has been announced that Mac Book Leopard version will arrive in Kuching by 26th October! and they will be giving out mighty mouse for all buyers! wow... more gadget to be given in the future too!

hehehe..

haiz... something wrong with this wireless network again. now waiting for the photo to be uploaded.i think if u wanna view the pic u hv to go to http://friendster.com/xtrobert.

cannot blame la. the connection is way too lousy. ok la. tats all. if i can manage to upload it in the future. i will notify u guys. hehe. and... welcome to my world.

r@ya hOliD@ is OooVeeR... :( Going bac 2moro

hey everybody... it will be the last day for me to stay in cbu for the raya holiday. I hv certainly achieve wat i m back here for. which is meeting my frenz.. family reunion. and buying me myself a new pair of slippers!! haha... the slippers looks so damn cool! cost me RM109. wow.... EX EX EXpensive!
i will be flying back to kuching early this morning, 7:00a.m. and the funny thing is.. i'm stil writing this post now, not scaring tat i might not be able to wake up this early six to catch the flight. haha... it is so damn rush... haiz.. wat to do? tats the only flight for the whole day. MAS has its own limits.
finally, after days coming back, finally have the opportunity to go shopping with my parents! isn't it funny? i think for now, u might get to guess how busy all of us were. too busy with our works... too busy with our frenz... and resulting neglecting families. disgrace and an attitude which should be correct!

OK!!! The thing tat i'm quite mad today is this blog!! I cant upload the photos tat i took during this pass few days!!!!! I hope tat it is only for today.haiz....

TOt@lLy Dfrent... :'(

maybe it is stil a mysterious story to those who didnt seems to understand wat happen to me. september and October seems to be the two toughest month for me. cause i m quite messed up with my feelings.
today... i miss call her and we started to chat once more after one month of silence. it is hard to me to explain to her why i didnt find her. maybe i m the one thinking too much.. or she is pretending not knowing anything. it takes time for me to forget the love i have in her before.

Another boring day...

haiz.... it is another boring day. all of my frenz are working now... leaving me alne at home. mushroom are all over my body... in chinese" fa mei" :D
But.... mt dad has just given me RM100 to buy a new pair of slippers. Nowadays.. i'm quite afraid of my dad. dunno y.. but i think it is my own problem. I hv been spending quite a lot of his money and feel like a shame again to ask for money. so this time... i ask my sister to do me a favor. hehe.. she ask my dad for the money on behalf of me. XD
my dad didnt give me straight but he put it on my mum's dressing table, without my notice. wat a guy!!! haha. i really appreciate wat my family had did to support me. and i just dunno how to return the favor.
I thank God for everything.


Me and my mum... arent she pretty??
wanna meet my brother?
THERE! this is my brother. i didnt took picture with my sis. cause she is so so fat! haha... next time lah! i mean when she is pretty enough.

Key To My Heart

I had closed the door upon my heart
And wouldn't let anyone in,
I had trusted and loved only to be hurt
But, that would never happen again.

I had locked the door and tossed the key
As hard, and as far as I could,
Love would never enter there again,
My heart was closed for good.

Then you came into my life
And made me change my mind,
Just when I thought that tiny key
was impossible to find.

That's when you held out your hand
And proved to me I was wrong,
Inside your palm was the key to my heart...
You had it all along.

Nice,,,, i just feels good! haha~

it feels great to go back to the same old church. Meeting all of my friends once more. taking pictures. having photos together. haha... i just hope tat this friendship wil last forever. seen my grandmother, grandfather.... aunt and uncle. they are quite surprise to see me as i didnt tell them tat i came back. haha... Surprise!!! i just kind of like it! surprise surprise and surprise!!!! I'm Loving It!!

Happy!!!

Finally!!!!! i manage to meet again with my old buddies!!!! Angel and Gigi. the Beautiful sisters!!! they look more and more mature!!! more like a beautiful lady le.. haha. if it is possible.. i will upload their picture to let everyone view. ;)

we chat for a long long time at their house just now. kind of feel like a family reunion. i just cant describe the feelings with words! They will be having their SPM very very soon. and having a pra next week during raya. i hope tat they can do their best in it. and remember that God is always by their side. Guiding them too the correct path. giving them the courage to face all difficulties in their life and won leave God and will continue to be in the presence of the lord. I truly bless them and care for them as if my own sisters. all the best to them.

Now wanna go to sleep after typing this blog message. need to rest earlier in order to wake up earlier for the morning service tomorrow. Good Night everyone.

Selamat Hari Raya

today is the first day of raya.... and the second day of my return. i like being back to cbu. going to the places tat i go usually and eat something which is so damn delicious. haha... ;) but... the sad thing is i hv to do my assignment starting tomorrow. there is a hair show last night at parkson. WOw.. it is so damn grand! many people went there. all the youngsters had their hair dyed just particularly for this occasion. and... i saw her selling the name stickers just in front of Pizza Hut. i think she saw me too. but the funny thing is.. i don even manage to say hello or look at her.. i just cant. i dunno wat happen then.. but i feel like i m hating her... :'(
i wish time can turn backwards so tat i can change the mistake that have done.
but i m glad that i meet some of my old friends back here. ;)

Back Once more!

hooray!!!! everyone, Albert is back in cbu! just arrive at 2 in the afternoon. now stil trying my best to pleed her. give me the permission to dye my hair. haha.... and i hope that i will have a pleasant stay in cbu once more! thats all. God Bless U.

WeiRd~ WeIrD~

nothing big really happen today. didnt sleep last night... watching rush hour 3 at 4:30 til 6:00. feel kinda weird cause after burning the mid night oil for the whole night, i m stil as playful today as a child in class. haha.. having the charming smile the whole day and "kacauing" friends.
the weird thing is something i heard from someone about someone else. haha.. cant really tell u who is it. but i seems so weird. as for a boy who is filled with curiosity... i will try finding the answer. hehe. but if cant then also bo bian... tommorrow test structure le.... cham.. havne started doing the exercise. haha. maybe later need to buy some fuel leh.. or else cant stay for the whole night.

the thing that i m very excited now is i wil be going back to cbu le.!!!!
friday morning... 8:30. hehe.. those who know.. pray for me for a safety journey ba!!! haha... and i miss my family very much!!! and those smallville series waiting for me to finish them!! hahahahahahaha... cant wait!!!! and some more some more... football with johnny tiong(d.S.1).. swimming at bukit lima swimming pool!! go lim teh with Hua rong.... Shi hong.... Angel and GigI!! haha.... i just cant stop laughing now. hahahahahahahah.. all the best to all readers. God Bless!

the Story begins...

This is the first day i enter www.blogger.com and create this particular account. not much reason but to express my feelings through this web. i hv intended to start blogging a few months ago.. but it failed. so now... the story of my life really begans. i choose the name "XtrObeRt" as my blog title is because i m a super-active child when i was in my youth period. no doubt.. i m stil in my youth= which sometimes troubles me a lot. freedom is the only thing i need.



But thankx to my heavenly father... a manage to "free" myself from cbu= food paradise. Kampus cost only RM1.80- 2.00 ONLY!!! now studying in Kuching. Taking architectural course in LIMKOKWING institute of Creative Technology. it is good at first but everything change little by little....



having the abnormal life which i never been through. the relationship between me and A person Whom i care very very much seems to be losing apart. I couldn't understand y.. but the truth is... i have to accept it. Like my sis told me.. life stil goes on. i Thank her very much as she is always there for me. sis, if u manage to view my blog, i just wanna say i really appreciate the help of urs everytime. it means a lot.



Apart form the busy schedule assignment and studies.. life in Kuching seems so meaningless. i have struggle through lots of things... For example, should i be going to cyberjaya for my education? should i be having realtionship at this period of age? how m i going to face the fact that i really lose someone??



Evrything is now out of my control... and i just hope that someday, or soon... i will become who i really m. an EXTROvert Albert. The boy who makes teachers cry in class. the boy who score great games in Boys Brigade. and has a good name for it. The boy who really serve the lord Whole-heartedly. not giving up any single chance in pracing the lord.





One day.... it will all come back and i m striking for it to happen. i hope God will bless me.